I have an ongoing obsession with Ryan Phillippe, I can't help it. Beauty, we all have it. If some lives form a perfect circle, others take shape in ways we cannot predict or always understand. Loss has been a part of my journey. But it has also shown me what is precious. So has a love for which I can only be grateful. I have my dessert first. Is that a political statement? A medical condition, perhaps? I just don't see the point in waiting. I mean, what if I die while eating my entree? Is that probable? It's possible. What if I choke? What if an asteroid come hurling down onto the restaurant?... I'll tell you what, if you swear on your eternal soul that I'll make it through my entree, then I'll wait. But before you answer, consider that if something does happen, you'll have to live the rest of your life knowing that not only did you lie to me, but you denied of my one last indulgence. Are you prepared to shoulder that kind of responsibility? Sometimes if we wait to long for love, we can miss the one chance, that would have let our hearts finally be free. Cherish every moment you have, because it may be the last. Life is way to short, so go ahead and let the cat eat it's corn.